A very short lesson in Psychology:

• When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
• When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
• When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
• When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
• When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
• When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
• When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

I’m weak then, I guess. I do want to be able to cry but it just won’t happen.

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Yay! I got a new follower!

smiliu started following you

It kind of makes me nervous that a “Serious mental illness” blog decided to follow me though. Whatever, its all good.

Ugh, I suck.

I gave in again last night. It had only been 6 days, last time I went 13 days and before that 24. Why am I doing worse not better? Whatever, cutting is a b**ch…

I hate him.

The fact that she has repeatedly picked him over us hurts. It makes me so mad that she’d rather buy him smokes and booze than put food on the table. It makes me so mad that I work full time and most of my money goes to buying food and groceries because they can’t or won’t buy them. I was trying to save up for college and they “borrowed” my savings until I had nothing left. I hate that they turn me into the bad guy because I’m trying to be responsible and take care of us. My two brothers don’t deserve it and I don’t deserve it.

I. Want. Him. Out…but she just won’t listen to me.

I hate being so pale, I can see all my veins under my skin and for some reason it’s really triggering. It makes me want to cut them…